kapag nabuntis at nagkaanak tapos menor de edad, malande. kapag naman yung nasa tamang edad pero walang anak, masama pa ren.. ANO BA TALAGA society? make up your minds. geez. hindi ko na alam kung san lulugar yung ibang tao. ANO BA?
every single damn year, its either i would miss this special day or forget about it all.
this year, i tried greeting my dad, only one week earlier than the actual day.. LOL
i could never get it right. i can never remember his birthday even if i try so hard to instill the date in my brain. i know its somewhere in november.. 5 or 11.. i am not even sure.
you can’t blame me.. not that i am still complaining but i grew up without my dad.. he was not involve in my life.
we’re ok now tho.. but the relationship is just weird and awkward.
i have no negative feelings about him or whatsoever.. we talk, and i respect him.
there’s just no deeper connection between us.
sometimes i think, maybe thats exactly why i cant remember when his birthday is.. or when exactly father’s day is.
it feels a little bit of a bomber that i always forget, in my defence though, i never get the chance to celebrate father’s day and his birthday.
i dont really know what to think of it. i kind of feel guilty sometimes that i wasnt able to greet him properly.. or just basically forget his birthday.
i know my bf’s birthday more than his.. and its kinda sad tbh.
i wish he was there more while i was growing up.. i wish he was more involved.
maybe my perspective towards relationships and guys in general would have been different.
maybe, just maybe.. i would be able to remember to greet him on his birthday and actually know when the date for father’s day is.
kinda made me sad i had to close my account with TD.. been with them since i was 17.. i cant think of one good reason keeping 2 accounts from different banking institutions tho.. i guess some good-ish things must come to an end.. not sure if i did the right thing here but it feels so sad letting go of something you have for quite awhile. #sentimental #value
akala ko dati kapag may kotse madameng pera.. baligtad pala.